Among the notes Miss Barber had taken in her Bible, Watchman Nee found two mottos: "O God, grant me a complete and unrestrained revelation of my own self." And on the flyleaf^[Kinnear, Angus. Against the Tide: The Unforgettable Story of Watchman Nee (p. 113). CLC Publications. Kindle Edition. ]she had “I want nothing for myself, I want everything for the Lord.”